Volume One, Chapter Five: She Was Meant to Be His

She closed her eyes and began to recite prayers in her heart.

Seeing this, Qingye sneered mockingly, “I once heard that Lady Lu was a talented woman from the capital, skilled at playing the guqin. Yet now, in the imperial palace, she’s worth less than a lowly maid.”

Ruan Liuzheng opened her eyes and said with deep meaning, “You’re right. It must be a great injustice for Qingye to serve as a palace maid.”

Qingye replied, “Lady Lu honors me.”

Ruan Liuzheng closed her eyes again.

Her leg still ached terribly, and kneeling like this only worsened the injury.

If her leg were ruined, perhaps they would be more satisfied.

She sneered coldly within.

When it was over, she rose to serve. While wiping Ruan Yingying’s hands, she suddenly said, “Your Majesty the Empress, I am willing to divorce my husband.”

Lu Chengze did not expect her to speak at such a moment; he frowned.

“Leave. You are no longer needed here.”

But Ruan Yingying said, “What are you saying? Sister, do you really want to divorce Brother Chengze?”

Ruan Liuzheng knew that when Lu Chengze agreed to marry her, Ruan Yingying had been unhappy. She wished Ruan Liuzheng would never marry at all.

Now that she was willing to step back, Ruan Yingying saw it as a sign of defeat and surrender.

Lu Chengze interrupted, “Yingying, don’t listen to her nonsense.”

Ruan Yingying looked at Lu Chengze with a hint of curiosity in her eyes. “Brother Chengze, don’t you want to divorce Sister? Have you fallen in love with her?”

Lu Chengze immediately denied it. “You know that’s impossible. I’ve only ever seen her as a sister since childhood. It’s just that if she divorces me, how else would I have an excuse to come to the palace and visit you?”

Ruan Yingying said, “I understand, Brother Chengze. You should go back first. I will try my best to persuade Sister.”

When only Ruan Yingying and Ruan Liuzheng remained in the palace, Ruan Yingying said, “I thought you were the most enduring person in the world. I didn’t expect you to break down after just two years.”

Ruan Liuzheng replied, “Do you admit you deliberately humiliated me? Do you know how disgusting it was for me to kneel outside, listening to your quarrels? If you hate me so much, you might as well have killed me with a single stroke.”

“How could I kill you, Sister? These are debts you owe me. Do you know how I grew up? When you were dressed in gold and silver at the Ruan Mansion, doted on by Father and Mother, I couldn’t even get enough to eat. When I returned, I was mocked repeatedly for being illiterate and a country bumpkin.”

“Now, everyone kneels and respectfully calls me Your Majesty the Empress. I must thank you—if not for you, His Majesty wouldn’t have married me just to spite you.”

A flicker of pain flashed in Ruan Liuzheng’s eyes. “I neither want nor deserve to compete with you. You have gotten everything you want. All I want now is a divorce. And Lu Chengze will only listen to you.”

Ruan Yingying said, “But without you, how can he and I continue to be together?”

Ruan Liuzheng said, “Your caregiver in the palace can be your own sister or your personal maid. The position of Lady Lu might as well be given to someone else. At least I’m not such an eyesore. Can you truly enjoy yourself with Lu Chengze when I’m outside?”

Ruan Yingying suddenly laughed, “Brother Chengze seems very reluctant to let you go. You should think carefully. If you are divorced, you will be a discarded woman, scorned by all.”

“Isn’t that what you want to see? What are you pretending for?”

Ruan Yingying burst into laughter, tears streaming down her face.

“You’re right. I want to see how a talented woman from the capital ends up as a discarded wife.”

Ruan Liuzheng, having achieved her purpose, took her leave. Ruan Yingying looked toward the maid attending outside.

“Qingye, come in.”

Qingye was puzzled but answered, “Yes.”

Just as she brushed past Ruan Liuzheng, Ruan Liuzheng smiled faintly. Since she had always despised her, then let her be the next Lady Lu.

For the first time since entering the palace, Ruan Liuzheng felt a sense of relief upon leaving.

But she hadn’t taken many steps before collapsing to the ground. Her leg hurt unbearably.

The palace maids and eunuchs nearby ignored her as if she were invisible, busy with their own tasks.

Ruan Liuzheng tried to support herself, but the stabbing pain in her leg made tears well up uncontrollably.

A profound sense of defeat, loneliness, and abandonment washed over her.

In the past two days, she and Ruyan had nearly died at the Lu Mansion. Now, she was so destitute in the imperial palace.

At that moment, a cold voice came from behind.

“Lady Lu, what are you doing now?”

Everyone around knelt. She struggled to do the same, but the moment her leg touched the ground, she trembled and whispered, “My leg hurts…”

Before she could finish, she fainted.

The next moment, a man’s voice, no longer cold but anxious, rang out.

“Why haven’t you called the imperial physician yet?”

Chu Yunze swept her up in his arms, his black eyes sharp and chilling like the winter wind.

Before the physician arrived, he carried her back to the bedchamber. He lifted her skirt, revealing her knee, battered and bloody. It was unclear how long she had knelt to suffer such wounds.

He gripped her waist tightly, eyes flashing with murderous intent. “Is this the woman you once chose to marry even if it meant betraying me?”

He truly wished he could kill her.

When the imperial physician came to treat her wounds, he said, “Lady Lu, did you encounter a villain? The wound on your neck is life-threatening. If even a little more pressure is applied…”

Chu Yunze cast him a cold glare, his gaze piercing. The physician dared not continue.

“Go and prepare the prescription.”

Sweating profusely, the physician bowed, “Yes,” and retreated.

Chu Yunze stayed by Ruan Liuzheng’s side.

He was once an unloved prince, and she was a talented woman. Their betrothal had been decided on a drunken whim by the emperor.

Yet she had never looked down on him.

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